Been a long time since I've done this, might as well give it a go for like ten minutes or so. Before I go to bed.
This just recently came up in my head, that lately I've been depending on myself far too often. But then again, I do this far too frequently within the time period of a whole year. Why though? I never seem to notice until I realize far too late and I ask, "God, why did this happen... oh wait, I know why."
Far too often do we try to take matters into our own hand. Though here's why I think so, from a human standpoint, we live out our lives. By that, I mean we're the ones who apparently interact in this world. Like for example, me typing on Xanga, helps my contribution in the world by supplying my thoughts on the interwebs for all the see (via facebook, rss feeds, or some other unknown technological device that I may have never heard of).
Which makes it so great because in the midst of the chaos, something big is behind all of this. It's just a really pity though, that it takes us as humans a much longer time to realize that anything is happening until it has happened.
Too bad though that this could seriously be remedied if we all just prayed and depended on God. I think it would be one of those things where having good faith will lead to something better. However, better doesn't always mean a positive outcome on our side... which I guess is another thing to learn, is when God isn't on your side in that case. Which I guess that's why I'm freaking out around this time.
I feel like I'm the economist trying to predict the economy. Exactly.